I've never come to think about this. Nineteen years of life, coupled with all sorts of encounters, experiences, expectations and etc., have all come to a pause in a jiffy. Nobody is going to press the 'Play' button. Neither will I. People see me as an 'easy' person, practically inside-out. They know me well but sadly, that's not me.
Oh ya. Do not ever feel abnormal or outrageous about me, just for you are not me and you will never want to be me. I tried, but not to my best to do whatever I felt like doing. But now, I've got a tip of an iceberg portion of what I've been aiming for. Unfalteringly, I am still trying and again, not to my best.
A moment of transition called for my great resilience. Changes in lifestyle might never take place in a guy's teenage unless there is a pistol on the forehead. He can be even stubborn and hard-hearted than what you are stepping on now. Why so? Don't you know?
I only whispered to him once and he stopped and stared at me. Now only I realized how far love could extend. Ya you might have known about what I'm saying here. And you'd probably feel outrageous and be overwhelmed by the weirdness of mine. I don't mind. Let me continue.
Ya I've never seen him before but that's not the point here. What makes me be the one? Roughly I know. Thank you. While seeing people sinking in enjoyment, joyfulness and excitement, loneliness consoled me, yet so effectively. It disclosed freedom to me that you might as well want to know.
Friends, I've never lost you. Just that I need and I must be like this. Ya, this should be all I could tell you and I've never felt regretful. To some, you might want to loathe this irresponsible coward. Go ahead. No pig heads right in front of your humble abode. Promise.
Oh ya. Let's go back to my exposure. Bearing with 'tortures' and bearing 'fruits' eventually are roughly what my life is all about now. Did you get? Hope you didn't.
It's all so so different now. I've never been informed about this beforehand. A mixture of bitter- sweet feelings gets the better of me. I feel so glad that I didn't give that up halfway and I could give all mine to you soon! I dearly hope that you will love to accept it whole-heartedly and I thank you. Love.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Sunday, August 30, 2009
他的两个boy boy
一个 在他又忙又累时 给他一个短暂的眼色和笑容
一个 等他一回到家就问晚餐吃些什么 还没吃就要去打球？
只是有时 他会觉得两个他有点小唠叨
可他啥也没说的全都咽下
他满足地裹腹着
徘徊在他话语门外
却把另一个他置身室外
口袋一直震动
开心乐谱随风摇曳
不能丢弃的两个他
Friday, August 28, 2009
082909
Zao May: Happy birthday. So sorry that i cannot celebrate with you all. Enjoy yourselves.
Wen Qi: Sending you a CutE BeAR.. Wishing u.. A Great day wif no worries.. no bad moods.. And Happy AlwaYs! Happy Birthday also! =D
Pei Syuen: Happy Birthday love (= XD happy birthday^^ GbU! Smile smile smile! ^^ <3
Jia Wen: 生日快乐！ 永远健康开心~
Ming Hen: Happy Birthday.
Jun Fa： Can't celebrate with you in yong peng but still can wish you happy birthday~生日快乐~^^
Deborah: Ah dong! Happy birthday! ^-^
Ming Hen: Happy birthday.
Yew Boon: Happy bday. =)
Dad: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SON.
Ah Yaw: 生日快乐哦...哈哈...老了咯... ... 你的ah girl 没帮你庆祝？
Jun Wei: Happy Birthday
Kang Jie: 宝贝，生日快乐哦 =）
Yee Ying: Happy birthday! Selamat hari jadi! 生日快乐！=）又老一岁咯...不过又向成熟迈进一步哦...希望你心想事成，健健康康，快快乐乐，无忧无虑哦...^^
Yee Won: Happy Birthday ya... =) wish u all d best in ur future n good luck gambateh... =)
Chui Yee: Happy birthday oh~:D All the best in ur final ya^^
Li Wen: Dong,happy birthday!
Tien Chuen: 生日快乐 ;D
Sky: Dong dong happy birthday!!
Mum: ah boy 生日快乐！祝学业进步！
Kok Long: 生日快乐=）
Timothy: Ah dong!!! Happy birthday!!! =D
Luo Wei: ah dong~~happy birthday^^may ur dreams come true ya^^stay happy and healthy...
Jun Xiang: ah dong,,happy birthday...hoho stay happy always...
Sue Lynn: happy birthday ah dong... :) hope last night was a good birthday for you.. cheers...
Shee Jan: Happy Birthdayyyyyy..XDD
Xuan Hong: hsemat...happy birthdat o!!
Pui San: Dong dong.. Happy birthday! All the best in everything n take care ya.. Have a memorable day. Miss ya. =)
Shu Min: WHO CELEBRATE WITH U R?
Sis: (music)
Lee Hoon: döNg...háP'pY BïrTh"dáy ^^
Andrey: hpy bday ah dong.. wishing u all d best n have a long lives^^
Chan Hong: Happy Birthday!!!!
Jovita: hi,, happy birthday ^^
Zu Xin: Happy bIRTHday !!
Chu Yik: happy b'day dong
Kah Zhing: happy birthday!!
Teck Weei: Happy birthday my friend~ *Ah dong*
Bee Sin: hapi birthday to dong dong...
John Tan: dong dong happy birthday.
Wei Ching: hello happy belated birthday.
Thank you. 谢谢。
*Arranged chronologically*
*Oral ones are kept in mind.*
*If he left out yours, please bang him when you two meet up.*
True Happiness
It's still somewhere else.
It wasn't there.
Sorry and thank you to you.
Am still in the process of figuring it out.
Can you grant him more time?
He's not sure about when it will happen.
He's still anticipating well.
So does he.
Living alone living in a crowd.
Making no difference.
Sorry people.
Masked.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Oh dear, it won't be a tough time for him.
That will still be the command centre of his heart.
Nothing much. No one else.
Everything seems to be belittling him yet he still believes what he grants.
No understanding is needed.
No confusion.
Though 'betrayal' is all the way with him.
Just let it be.
Let him be the devil at all times.
The sky is still azure.
Stars are still smiling.
No way can tick him off.
The NEW him.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Fun filled. Fun spilt.
Persons are cute. She's adorable.
Heard nothing? Hard to imagine?
Shunning away? But you are getting closer.
Freaking amazing him. Amazed us all.
Take that serious? Not at all.
Fun filled. Fun spilt.
Hope it won't be wrong.
Or was he wrong?
No need to figure out.
All is none.
A passing remark of his 'life'.
Heard nothing? Hard to imagine?
Shunning away? But you are getting closer.
Freaking amazing him. Amazed us all.
Take that serious? Not at all.
Fun filled. Fun spilt.
Hope it won't be wrong.
Or was he wrong?
No need to figure out.
All is none.
A passing remark of his 'life'.
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